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[May. 27th, 2009|01:45 pm] |
i'm on a roll, and i can't look back.
let the past be the past. fucking MOVE ON and spend more time into creating a new future, not spending your time trying to make your future parallel to your past. it's over. it's OVER.
on another note, i love life. even though i'm not going to camp this summer :/
Edit
i found out josh is (or might be) doing drugs agian and it's breaking my heart :( |
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| okkk so |
[Apr. 22nd, 2009|01:12 am] |
so ever since josh and i stopped... well, hooking up, everything has changed so much. everyone that knew we were "together", including his friends, roommates, and my friends, have been treating me differently. specifically males.
His roommates have all sort of tried to get with me. Sometimes at a party they'll flirt with me and ask me if i want to hook up when he's not around, and some will flirt with me IN FRONT of him. Both of which i just ignore. And sometimes, in general guys will be more flirty and friendly to me.
I guess i should like it, when i complain about it my girl friends get mad at me and say i have nothing to complain about. I guess it's flattering, i know i should get over josh... but it's hard when the ONE person you like, is the ONE person that doesn't give you as much attention.
it's just frustrating. It's hard to let go. |
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| you people are going to kill me!! |
[Apr. 16th, 2009|08:42 pm] |
ok so i know i'm the most annoying person ever because i'm begining to annoy MYSELF. but i'm staying at csun next year.
today i drove down to irvine valley college for a meeting with an advisor, and i learned that only TWO UC's have my major. and it's not even the same "type" of major. i'm nutrition as in dietetics, like i want to help people lose weight, which is a REALLy good program at schools like sjsu, sfsu, and csun. but at uc davis and berkeley, it's food SCIENCE which isn't what i want. plus at the UC schools it's more learning about food through reading and research, while at csun we cook and do experiments to learn how food works. csun also has better internship programs, and i'm more likely to succeed in LA (for internships and possible jobs) compaired to san louis obispo or davis. so, i won't be in a college town, but i'm 15 mins away from a busy city everyone in the world wants to go to.
for example, i'll put it simply...
if in class, we wanted to see what sugar does in the production of cookies, at davis or berkely, we would do research and read about the formation of a cookie with sugar.
at csun, we would make a sugar cookie with sugar, and one without sugar, then compare the two, and learn HANDS ON why the cookie has a different texture, mouth feel, taste etc. without sugar
(this experiment we actually did.)
so in the long run, i'll be MORE successful at csun. although i hate the valley, and i hate being at a commuter school, i'll be better off in the long run...
thats all i have to say. |
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